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somebody just kill me now [30 Jun 2009|10:31pm] [ mood | worried ] So. Tomorrow is July 1st. Tomorrow is when the Common App for 09-10 comes out. Tomorrow is doomsday as I begin the very painful process of applying to colleges. And as I am very likely to be whining about this topic for the next couple millennia, feel free to ignore these posts. I require this output so I can believe someone is out there reading it and sympathizing. But yes, college doom death-y doom. I have this thing where I want to be done as quickly as possible so I can focus back in on senior year and trying to maintain a perfect GPA? Why do I have crazy visions for thing I know I am too lazy to actually accomplish? College. Spazzing. Oh god, you guys, I can't write an essay to save my life. I hate giving opinions on things. dsghjsfkalf 12 pokes ♥ poke me?

Childhood, oh how I miss thee [23 Jun 2009|10:23pm] So over the past couple days I have basically been trying to relive--well, not my childhood exactly, but those strange in-between years?--by watching cartoons. Since I don't even have basic cable, this is very difficult. I'm talking things like Powerpuff Girls, Dexter's Lab, Angry Beavers, Rocko's Modern Life, I could go on for ages. Now, if I had more than basic cable, this would likely not be as big a problem as I'm pretty sure they re-run those shows on Nicktoons and Boomerang. As I don't, I turn to the Internet. Which I am very bad at searching. Though I am getting Powerpuff Girls from Netflix which is totally awesome. And so I sit here, moaning and groaning and really really wanting to watch these shows. And wishing I could turn back time because I love my little American cartoons too much. Far more than I like any other genre, whether it be books, TV shows, movies, or other animation. American cartoons are held near and dear to my heart. ♥ ...did I seriously just ramble on about cartoons for a whole entry? fffff EDIT: Stop trying to write. You get things like "hear and ear" instead of "near and dear". 5 pokes ♥ poke me?

[16 Jun 2009|12:02pm] I think I am going through a love-hate affair with my French class. I just completed an exercise, got all the answers right and shouted at my workbook: "Take that you dumb prepostion-y dumbness!" Yeah. French, you are currently the bane of my existence. You drive me nuts for the same reason English does: half your letters are silent. Now back to studying. This is my first graded college class and I would love to start my GPA off with a 4. poke me?

[13 Jun 2009|03:08pm] Plz to be ignoring the name. Happy birthday to all my birthday twins (that includes you, hikaridonya). Happy un-birthday to everyone else. And a special happy birthday to everyone whose birthdays I always seem to forget. 15 pokes ♥ poke me?

i require mindless reassurance [02 Jun 2009|06:29pm] Ok ok, so this is probably just me over-reacting, but I have never have never done the whole friends and parties thing, so it is driving me nuts. The party I mentioned earlier is going to be this Friday, 4-9. I heard today during Bio that they were all going to leave at 10:30 after the last exam and go to N's and party. And I am in my seat thinking ":\ I have heard no such thing, hold on." And then I ask N because he doesn't drive and he says yeah, he's getting a ride to his place and I am still thinking ":\ I have still not heard of such a thing, do they not like me?" I just checked with another friend if they were actually doing it and she said "not now, because N's mom doesn't want us there without her." Which means they had planned to do it. And they had not told me. I am just, like, freaking out. Because if it had happened and I showed up at 4, I'd look like a complete tard and...I kinda-maybe-sorta thought these people were my friends? Am I overreacting or have I successfully managed to grab sucky friends again? 2 pokes ♥ poke me?

movies are cool, yeah [31 May 2009|02:36am] [ mood | sleepy ] So. I have been basically cramming my schedule with things to do for the past month. And this summer isn't looking good, either. Got my summer homework for AP Eng Lit and man, I really don't do classic literature too well, but we'll see. ( May Movie Month Madness ) 5 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL And this means projects and exams and junk. Plus, my French class is driving me insane. I am not used to the pace or a college language course. I mean, I'm surviving, but I can't pronounce a damn thing right. Too much Spanish has corrupted my brain. I may even be going to my first ever end-of-year party this year. o.o It's just for all the juniors in our AP Bio class, but still...I've never even been invited to one, let alone considered going. I think there was something else, but I don't remember at all. If anyone sees me online tomorrow, kick me and tell me to work on my projects for school. poke me?

Lack of Silly Things [20 May 2009|10:41pm] Ok, so should probably be doing something or other as of this point in time. But I cannot bring myself to care. Or to figure out what it is I should be doing. There has been a distinct lack of silly postings as of late. Mainly because I am easily distracted by other shinies. Taking French now instead of Euro History. First class session was Monday. Teacher's a nun. French makes my head go whooo~ @_@ I hate birds still. Going camping this weekend. Have some sort of recommendation thingy for National Merit I gotta have done by the 26th. Guys, tell me where I'm going for college. Something else important and/or silly goes here. I need to stop going to the library because everytime I do I pick up more books that I don't have time to read because I spend too much time here. (Though now I owe a fine so unless I want to pay it, I can't check out anymore books! \o/ ) ELEVEN MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL poke me?

[17 May 2009|11:35am] I almost just deleted half the files on my computer. 8D Thank god for quick clicking fingers allowing me to press cancel and only lose a few things (though I only remember two, whoops. One of 'em was a 2.5 GB ISO, too. orz Gotta ask dad where it is so I can re-copy it over.) This'll teach me to Shift+Del everything instead of sending it to the recycle bin. 2 pokes ♥ poke me?

They're taking over, you know... [11 May 2009|01:11pm] One more test to go, then I shall return. But must post about escaping orangutans. Two from American zoos over the weekend and one today in Australia. Coincidence? I THINK NOT! 4 pokes ♥ poke me?

[26 Apr 2009|02:16pm] Need to study. Locking away computer. No more Internet and all its distractions. Will return after May 12th. Anything important, email me. Will probably check it in the five minutes before class everyday. 1 pokes ♥ poke me?

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