i require mindless reassurance
Ok ok, so this is probably just me over-reacting, but I have never have never done the whole friends and parties thing, so it is driving me nuts.

The party I mentioned earlier is going to be this Friday, 4-9. I heard today during Bio that they were all going to leave at 10:30 after the last exam and go to N's and party.

And I am in my seat thinking ":\ I have heard no such thing, hold on." And then I ask N because he doesn't drive and he says yeah, he's getting a ride to his place and I am still thinking ":\ I have still not heard of such a thing, do they not like me?"

I just checked with another friend if they were actually doing it and she said "not now, because N's mom doesn't want us there without her." Which means they had planned to do it. And they had not told me.

I am just, like, freaking out. Because if it had happened and I showed up at 4, I'd look like a complete tard and...I kinda-maybe-sorta thought these people were my friends?

Am I overreacting or have I successfully managed to grab sucky friends again?