I'm doing half a million things at once, there's another half a million things I should be doing and I am bored out of my skull.

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SPAZ

GRAH!

Anyways, been way busy. Too much stuff, probably. Will hopefully burn out soon and restart everything. Have not been keeping up with the f-list, at all. Anything important going on, guys? alhdjsf Half-tempted to drop out of my last RP just so I can not have to deal with it and everything else? Which sucks because I basically just started like 3 different logs.

Got my schedule for next year. Do not like at all:
1 - AP Physics (7:15-8:25)
2 - AP English Lit (8:25-9:28)
4 - Spanish IV (10:30-12)
- 2nd Lunch (11-11:30)
+College classes at community college:
- Latin (10-10:50)
- Euro History 1000-1500 (12-12:50)

You may be able to see the problem with timing. And I need to take math this year. College classes I can re-arrange to my heart's content, it's the high school I've got to fight with. It is just...agh! Does not help stress-levels. :| Am planning to drop Latin and pick up Calculus. Maybe see if there's another college course I want to take. Will not be going for valedictorian/salutatorian unless I get another AP in there. Only other available is Chem. First period. Yeah...no. Plus, it had summer work.

I am an overachiever no matter how much I try to deny it and say I'm lazy?

Ok ok, so this is probably just me over-reacting, but I have never have never done the whole friends and parties thing, so it is driving me nuts.

The party I mentioned earlier is going to be this Friday, 4-9. I heard today during Bio that they were all going to leave at 10:30 after the last exam and go to N's and party.

And I am in my seat thinking ":\ I have heard no such thing, hold on." And then I ask N because he doesn't drive and he says yeah, he's getting a ride to his place and I am still thinking ":\ I have still not heard of such a thing, do they not like me?"

I just checked with another friend if they were actually doing it and she said "not now, because N's mom doesn't want us there without her." Which means they had planned to do it. And they had not told me.

I am just, like, freaking out. Because if it had happened and I showed up at 4, I'd look like a complete tard and...I kinda-maybe-sorta thought these people were my friends?

Am I overreacting or have I successfully managed to grab sucky friends again?

There's something wrong with me. I've been hanging out in the IRC channel using mIRC, changing my nick because it was only me and Japan, from PieSlice to TunaCan and now to FreeCandy. She knew who I was so it didn't really matter.

Then Switzzy showed up. My nick was still FreeCandy, so I decided to play up the pedo-kidnapper thing. Then I get the brilliant idea to go through the imbeded Mibbit on the website and actually sign in as Spain. So I'm signed in twice. And Japan's laughing at me. Then she does the same thing except signs in as SpanishInquisition.

And just...XDDDD I am being two different people and it is cracking me up and Switzzy doesn't know who FreeCandy is and I am just...Waiting desperately for other people to start showing up.

IS THIS THE END OF MY F-LIST? ARE YOU SAYING I'VE FINALLY CAUGHT UP WITH ALL THE NONSENSE THAT EVERYONE'S BEEN GOING THROUGH? DOES THIS MEAN I CAN COMMENT AND NOT FEEL WEIRD FOR BEING WEEKS LATE? Not that I do anyway.

8DDDD

Oh, wait, school starts back Tuesday. Which means I'll be falling behind again.

Er...if anyone knows anything about immune systems and would love to summarize it for me, please do so. There's this project I kinda haven't started but need to be ready for by Tuesday where I have to teach the class about the immune system for a half-hour.

I should open my Biology book.

Exhausted. Have been basically going to school, doing some afterschool activities, coming home, working on homework, going to bed. Nothing else. I didn't even finish all of my homework.

Tomorrow I have to wake up, volunteer at the Auto Show for 3 hours, go see four 1/2 hour plays with the family, swing by Borders to pick up books for school, and start in on my homework so I won't be doing it all Sunday night or having to play catch up again like I did this week.

Spring Break, you cannot come fast enough. (Actually, you can. Student-teaching part in Biology after break. Half of the human immune system. No fucking clue what to do, as always in that class. Also have partner who's probably doing the worst in the class.)

F-list, will catch up with you later. Email, will also catch up with you later. Life, go away and let me be. I started reading The Hitchhiker's Guide last night, finally. Probably won't get much farther.

Also, have decided that once I turn 18, I am moving out and living in a box. Somewhere warm, but not hot and that doesn't get snow in the winter. Need to continue searching.

Will visit you all and mooch food/money/everything ever. Already decided that if anyone I knows marries into money, I will spend all my money to visit so they will either be forced to pay for my ticket home or let me stay.

My crazy f-list has convinced me to watch Merlin. >| I feel like a sheep. Though I don't have the time for it and haven't even finished Reborn which I was suckered into by you guys, too.

Earlier, my Internet stopped working for every webpage I had up except one - the one I happened to be goofing around on while the other pages which were crucial to me doing homework died. My little self-control could not resist. But I finished my homework, so I'm good.

Actually...I should be going to bed now...

Going to bed. There, I stayed up for the election for once. Never doing it again.

I've been sick past couple of days. :( My attitude has also been complete apathy which did not go so well for the test and projects I had yesterday. :| In fact...I still haven't done my Spanish project. Hm.

NaNo is being horribly fail-filled? And cliche. Apparently my main villain decided to be the main character's older brother. didn't write enough Sunday or at all yesterday. Tried to catch up somewhat, but am still 2k words down. Picked up No Plot, No Problem from the library and will probably read it during school to give me hints. Hopefully. Or I will resort to "Hey, let's listen to music and sing all the lyrics! :D"

orz Why is it past midnight? Sel is like old peoples and needs lots of sleep.

Ah ha. So apparently I fail at concentrating and being productive. I've got 1440 words for NaNo. And that's only because I spent most of the day stalking bnf_brawl now that I've been accepted there. Whoops.

But I went to orientation of the League for Animal Welfare today! Now I can go in and all I have to do is play with the cats to get volunteer hours! If only I had time to do that. =(

Tomorrow, I am not to sit around in chat rooms. I will work on NaNo and try to get ahead by a bit so when busy weeks some around, I won't be dying. Actually, I'll do homework first, then NaNo.

NaNo needs to be moved to another month. Like April or something.

It's like a shiny little toy I can't stop playing with even though I KNOW I should be doing other things like plotting to overthrow Mickey Mouse and take control of Disney. Or, you know, important homework that's due right when I get back from Florida and so probably should be done NOW.

These things sort out eventually, right? Right?

I figured out my email alert problem. I'm pretty sure it's Hotmail's fault because I changed my email to Yahoo and it works just fine. Change it back, it doesn't work again.

-_- So now I have to use Yahoo for LJ. Stupid email. *kicks computer*

In other news, Hell Week is no fun. Neither is running around like a chicken with its head cut off. That is all, move along now.